My content creation dilemma.

Have you ever watched a video, a video game, a book, a movie, that made you say “Wow, i want to do one as good as that one someday!”

2 months ago, I had this dream where I died. It felt like when you are so tired that your eyes closes themselves, but you know this time they will not open again, and suddenly, nothingness. I woke up scared, couldn’t sleep that night, it made me re think a lot of stuff, like, that’s it? nothing else? who will remember me? for how long? does my existence is just useless?

I reached a conclusion, the inevitable is gonna happen someday, but I wanna live elsewhere no matter if it is not in a conscious way, that’s why I wanna create content. Probably, someone will find it one day, and it will inspire them to do something bigger, probably, someone is in a bad situation, and the content helps them, probably the content will decide something important someday, is not that about how I love what I do but how is gonna have repercussions elsewhere where its needed,

Create content varies in difficulty, but also in skills, each content requires you to learn them to do a decent, quality work.
I have this perfectionist thing, I prefer to call it a good thing, it makes be on the lookout for small details, and small details will make the content more more big. If something is not good, I don’t destroy it, I save it until it’s the right moment, the right moment will come, but forcing it will not make the quality content.

Just do it no matter if a guy is telling you you can’t because he couldn’t. Some people sit on their sofa, watching TV and nothing else, waiting for life to give them cool stuff without generating any cool stuff to life. So, are you gonna create content for people and probably being remember in the future, or be quiet like big rest of people?
Have a nice day, I have content to do.